The Diary Of An Insane Bat Mom

In shadows cast by an ego's flame, A mother's love turned ego's game. A narcissistic heart, so cold and bright, In her own reflection, she found delight. Her gaze a mirror, to her own desires, She stoked the flames, stoked the fires. Her love, a currency, a twisted dance, Control and praise her only chance. Yet beneath her surface, a yearning grew, For validation, for love that's true. A child's heart, seeking warmth and care, Lost in the narcissistic mother's snare. She spun a web of twisted lies, A masterpiece of self-serving ties. Her needs above all, she'd constantly proclaim, Her child a pawn in her self-centered game. But in the midst of the stormy night, The child found strength, found inner light. No longer captive to her mother's gaze, A journey to healing, to brighter days. For scars may mark where wounds have been, Yet healing's possible from deep within. The narcissistic mother's grip may fade, As self-love and strength begin to casca

For My Daughter (a poem) by Sylvie Dubois   She felt confused, she felt alone  Until she found her truest home  A place where she could be herself  A precious soul unlike anyone else  As her mother, I felt fear  Of what the world might bring, so queer  But then I looked into her eyes  And saw the truth I couldn't deny My child was brave, my child was strong And who she was had been there all along  So now I stand by her side  With love and pride,  I will abide I'll fight for her,  I'll hold her close  And cherish every moment,  I suppose  or being a mom to my beautiful daughter  Is a gift, a joy, like no other.

Home by Sylvie Dubois Deep within my soul,  a yearning burns, a flame that flickers, often turns, a mate to share a life with, through and through.  And then one day, I saw your face, a friend request on my space, we talked, my heart began to race it was if a piece of me, had finally come home, finally set free.  The connection we share, precious and true, Is something rare we talk for hours, lost in time as if the whole world has stopped to align. In your eyes, I see my own, a mirror image, clearly shown the puzzle piece fits with ease as if we'd been made to complement and please. With each passing day, our love grows strong, as if we'd been apart for way too long, together, we laugh, we love, we stride our souls entwined, side by side. Finding you, my twin flame, is a journey set in the stars, set by the divine, a journey that took me through valleys and climbs, but the moment I saw you, I knew it was my fate my heart fills with love, for my own true mate. Princess Serenity

Love Lost In Darkness by Sylvie Dubois Love lost in darkness Love that was misunderstood Loneliness is my mistress Consumed by thoughts of you Damaged, broken, sore I cry to the heavens Wondering what's in store Love lost in darkness I am thinking of all the times we missed of all the hugs and kiss that would never exist Love lost in darkness Love that was misplaced I didn't know my own heart, a love that can't be replaced Hope is not lost I close my eyes A voice speaks your name I know I am in the wrong place Cause this love was lost in darkness but I try to find the light Cause something like this needs to be made right

  Since You Have Been Gone - By Sylvie Dubois Since you have been gone I married the boy you told me about I remember you said: “Be careful of the things you say You may just marry him one day” And you were right but one thing was missing You weren’t there to give me away In exchange, I put your ring on my bouquet  and I felt your presence there that day Since you have been gone I got pregnant with your grandbaby But unfortunately, she just couldn’t stay Just like with you it felt like my whole world collapsed Yet somehow I knew you were there To hold me tight And tell me that everything will be alright Since you have been gone Much to our joy, I was with child again and when we found out it was a boy I knew he would take your name My pregnancy was harrowing but we pulled through And I like to believe it was because of you Since you have been gone You would be proud of your grandson He is an amazing kid who unfortunately will never know The greatest man who ever lived How I wish you co

    Unrequited Love by Sylvie Dubois I wish I had a chance to say All the feelings I have put away I am afraid, so very afraid That you will leave one day My heart, sealed away Never to let anyone in Because no one is meant to stay Last night, I made a wish That my heart will be open and true Like how it was in my youth The carefree way it used to I want to love again Without worries or care Although my heart was battered and bruised, I want to love a new To fully let someone in I wanted it to be him I wanted it to be you